urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake Nica Nica 2002-11-02T12:58:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:22323 2002-11-02T12:58:25Z 2002-11-02T12:58:25Z lalala. I have a news shoot today. Renee might be coming with us. I love Jenny. lalala I am tired. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:22052 2002-11-02T00:41:07Z 2002-11-02T00:41:07Z I suppose you all wonder if I have died. not yet so sorry to tell you.<br /><br />Halloween was so much fun, but not a lot of people knew who I was (Cardcaptor Sakura) I'll get a picture one time and maybe make something of it.<br />anyway went trick-or-treating with Renee, Jenny and Sarah and just about died of a heart attack and loss of breath when I saw Jamie. you see he stalks me quite literally and he was taking his kids out but I nearly died. I was crying and after that I was really worried about everything even though I tried not to let it show so much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:21848 2002-10-28T01:49:48Z 2002-10-28T01:49:48Z tv <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/Saturnia/quizzes/What%20Kind%20of%20Virgin%20Are%20You%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/S/Saturnia/1034828645_icscynical.jpg" border="0" alt="Cynical%20Virgin"><br> <font size="-1">What Kind of Virgin Are You?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br /><br /><br />hmmm I wanted to have a link to this but I wasn't sure how. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:21299 2002-10-27T13:21:01Z 2002-10-27T13:21:01Z My cousin got a journal<br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/~baby_monkey">Jessie's Journal</a><br />thats really al I have to say urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:21005 2002-10-25T11:45:00Z 2002-10-25T11:45:00Z Bif Naked We're not gonna take it gahhh. I woke up at 20 after 7 and since I usually leave at about 5 minutes before that I was screwed. I called Chrissy and I am getting a ride to school but I most likely won't be there until 8:30 I do not want to have to walk into my english class at that time. oh well.<br />anyhoo I am tired but since that jump start of a morning I've been awake 0_0 &lt;-----wide eyed. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:20875 2002-10-24T21:55:08Z 2002-10-24T21:55:08Z girly man by tegan and sara (Sanrda and Renee) I'm gonna try this<br /><br /><font size="20">smoochies for Jenn</font><br /><br />and I will try this<br /><br /><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/~evil_butterfly">My lesbian lovers journal</a><br /><br />I hope this worked *crosses fingers*<br /><br />ta Norm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:20599 2002-10-24T00:21:05Z 2002-10-24T00:21:05Z Obligation by Tsunami Bomb so yes I was an evil angry person at lunch and I would like to apologize to everybody about that. I did not mean to hurt any of you in any way if I did.<br />greek went okayish. I will be forever stupid when it comes to accusitive, dative, etc. and that bothers me.<br />itis cold in this house but I've been told that it's 21 degrees so I can't complain. ummm hello thats spring weather and I'm freezing here.<br /><br />I complain too much, but now that I have something that was on my mind off of my mind I should be a little bit better.<br /><br />also I volunteered by body to Sandra to draw (in a bathing suit because I have issues) and she doesn't need it which is good in a way because I would be very embarrassed anyway. ^_^; I seriously do have issues, not that I'm complaining about that. I mean I can show it off like trophees. I'm wierd.<br /><br />I have an outfit planned for tomorrow but I don't want to upstage Jenny's sexy new boots so I don't know if I'll wear my Frankenboots. runners are my second option.<br /><br />the gay/straight alliance is tomorrow and I am definetly going. along with Jenn and a friend named Katie and Shanyn and Renee. wow are Jenny and I ever bringing a large group with us. this will be great fun. I want to do a play of some sort because I think it would be fun and we all know that I like my fun.<br /><br />I spoke to an old friend (who apparently asked Shanyn later why the animal killer girl had spoken to him) obviously he's off my Christmas list this year! his hair was very cute today, it was in it's usual mohawk with 2 pieces dyed blue at the front with little hair clips. I suppose talking to him was a bad idea, considering the fact that he hates me.<br /><br />Halloween is so close, I can't wait, I think I'll dress up this weekend and go around to people's houses and practice how I will ask for my candy. I have an idea how about I use 'trick or treat'? this sounds like a plan to me XD<br />Also, Jenn is supposed to come over again this weekend and we will watch the Dark Crystal which we own on DVD and mayhaps if everybody goes out we will have our bubble bath in bathing suits that we were supposed to have last weekend before Chrissy cancelled on us. My hands and feet are literally numb from the cold. gah it's time for 3 pairs of socks and layered clothes and many a pairs of mittens.<br /><br />that is all. good night, well not good night but oh you understand.<br />Norm<br /><br />PS I AM FINALLY HAPPY!!!!!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:20352 2002-10-21T19:50:05Z 2002-10-21T19:50:05Z humming and chewing. I, being who I am, just had to open my big mouth today in English class this morning and make myself look like the biggest jack-ass of all time.<br />We were supposed to pick anything at all and write a news story about that topic. I should not have chosen to do an article on the gay/straight alliance because now I will be pelted with stones for saying when asked that yes I was in fact gay. Guys, being as completely stupid as can be were like 'ohmigod are you serious, do your parents know, do you have a girlfriend?' and this is where I fucked up 'yes, I am gay. of course my parents DO NOT know. and yes I have a girlfriend (which is a lie for clarification). I was then bothered for the last 10 minutes of class by these guys asking me about my private life, like 'how long have you known and how long have you been going out?' to this I told them to fuck off and leave me alone. I burried my head in my hands for the rest of the class and can never show my face at the school again, because by tomorrow EVERYBODY (and I mean this quite literally) will know and I will be pelted with stones (which I think I've already mentioned) Then being as intelligent as I am opened my big mouth again and told a girl named Sara in my Greek class the story because she asked about it while I was talking to Jenn about never being able to show my face again. I suppose I accidentily [sp?] made gestures to Sara that might make her think that Jenn and I are dating (which we are not). Sorry Jenn, I will clear that up with her tomorrow.<br />I just cause all the pain that I go through. I suppose thats better than anybody else causing it for me?<br /><br />So now I feel absolutely sick to my stomach and want to stay home tomorrow which I may very well do. Take a day to recover and cry until I get a head ache in the security of my home. oh and to make matters worse while walking to my second period class, the asshole that was asking most of the questions in 1st period was standing with a group of his friends saying 'thats the girl, thats the one' as loud as he possibly could. Hey why don't you strap a sign to my back that says 'HI I'M GAY, PLEASE PELT ME WITH ROCKS!' in big huge bold letters. Maybe I'm over-reacting a little, but you'd have to know the people at our school to understand why.<br /><br />I think thst is all for now. so ta urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:20147 2002-10-20T22:33:33Z 2002-10-20T22:33:33Z the humming of the computer last night didn't go quite as planned. for 1, and I am ever so upset about this, Jenn and I didn't get our bubble bath. we did kiss but it was more of a peck really. hmmmm and not so spontaneous as I would have hoped for either, my fault I realize. It was wierd because afterwards I asked what was to happen next and I didn't get a straight answer. She had said previous to this that if all went well we would be a couple, but I dunno if it went really well in her perspective. I know I will get an answer, but I have a gut-wrenching feeling that it might not be what I was hoping for. maybe I am just thinking the worst of things again, I do that a lot when it comes to relationships maybe because of all the times I've been fucked over. I'm not saying that I think Jenny will but yeah, I'm not exactly patient. If you're reading this comment or write me a note or call or hell you can even tell me in person. hmmmm Isuppose that sounded very desperate. We always knew I was a loser, we just never realized how much of one I was.<br /><br />I am pissed off at thebsh because it isn't reading my cherry_wine@placebo.nu and so I can't check to see if people have commented back to things I said a while ago.<br /><br />Renee came over and we watched Idle Hands. she said that she wouldn't watch it again free of her own will, so I figure we'll tie her to a chair come Jenn and Sarah's birthday. I'm talking to Lindsay and apparently her stalker Curtis wanted to know why I blocked him. I ate chips and chocolate while Renee was here and now I feel sick to my stomach, poo. Maybe by some miracle of god I'll be sick tomorrow and won't have to go to school. Hmmmm, believing in god might help this situation. I don't think I'll go there just yet.<br /><br />I often wonder what people think of me, I mean I say all this asinine stuff that probably pisses some people right the fuck off. Here's the deal, if you aren't a close friend I want you to tell me what you think of me thus far. You can be honest, it's not like I'll find out where you live and torch your house to the ground if you say that I'm a major dickhead, I mean I only have so much spare time on my hands.<br /><br />I think that should be all, but I can never be sure of that.<br /><br />ta<br /><br />Both my cats love me most! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:19414 2002-10-19T21:01:55Z 2002-10-19T21:01:55Z Roses by Silverchair so I did my babysitting for this morning.I was only supposed to be there until 1 but ended up staying until about 3:30. Thank god that when I go tonight they'll be sleeping and the Jenn will be there. woo hoo. I'm doing a load of laundry as of now and have to have a shower soon seeing as I did not get one this morning because I had to leave at 7:50. thats 8.5 hours of work at 5 dollars an hour. I am so rich.....NOT! I'll probably only get like 20 bucks for that when I rightfully deserve about 40. argh this is why I don't like babysitting for Chrissy, that and her kids are miserable little trolls. Jenn knows what I mean. Plus I have to go back there tonight, which may result in about another 30 or so from Chrissy and about 20 from Melanie? Maggies mom (Maggie being a friend of Kali's that'll be there tonight too) if I do get 50 25 of that goes to Jenn which will be a relief on any account. I owe people so much money &gt;.&lt; about 5 to Sarah and 10 to Renee I think I'm good with both Amanda and Lindsay, I have to get 20 to Sandra and 20 to Shannon and actually thats a lot less than I thought. mind you Jenn needs 10 of that too. there goes tonights money. not todays though I should still have that for lunches plus I'm getting money from my mom soon for doing the dishes every night. I am not good with money.<br />*woots and runs around* I cannot wait until tonight BUBBLE BATHS!!! yeah for them.XD<br /><br />tata urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:18985 2002-10-19T01:59:30Z 2002-10-19T01:59:30Z the hanky panky and that song and coconuts. my tea called to me and I secame to it's evil ways and now I will be up foreverness even though I have to get up in the morning to babysit. then again at night for the same person, which is when Jenny will be arriving for our bubble bath in bathing suits. funny about this you all must think that I'm joking. my ability to type english is gone. I blame it on the tea and the thoughts of Jenny in a bathtub with me. *woots* don't you all just wish you had video rights? I'm sure we'll work 'productively' on whatever babysitting we won't have to be doing because the kids will be sleeping. money money money. thats what I do it for. which reminds me of the hanky panky.<br /><br />The Hanky Panky<br /><br />You put your tongue in<br />you bring your tongue out<br />you put your tongue in<br />and you twirl it all about<br />you do the hanky panky <br />and you do it on the couch<br />thats what gays about.<br /><br /><br />this will always make me laugh because I am a sick twisted soul. Like the train was driving by the other day and I was thinking if you wanted somebody to die a really horrible death you would stick them on a train track of a very slow moving train like that of the honda plant and watch it cut them in half. I was thinking if you wanted to go out in style that would be how. That is very morbid even for myself.<br />it seems that something I said in yesterday's enrty was entertaining for some people because I got 4 whole comments and made 2 myself.<br /><br />I taped a condom to a locker<br />I said it was from Rob<br />Rob said that guy was kinky<br />and that his ass was raw<br />*note I can't write poetry and should never attempt it again.<br />so his friends they got all red-faced<br />and asked him who rob was<br />I giggled silently to myself<br />then burst out laughing later because I couldn't contain myself any longer.<br />so should I become a poet or what? *looks hopefull*<br /><br />I was watching a comedy show earlier and the guy was like Canada's flag is so scary a maple leaf that even an inch worm would defeat. I think that if we want to look tough we should put Tye Domies face on the flag (for those of you who don't know who Tye Domie is I suggest you get back into your shells, he's a hockey player for the Toronto Maple Leafs) Then he said wait I got a better idea how about we put John Creteaun's face on the flag and people will never visit on account of his hideous face. I cannot spell by any stretch of the imagination.<br /><br />tata root for me and Jenny in the bathtub XD <br />Norm will most definatley be jumping Gun!!!! tehehehehe<br /><br />this amuses me to no end. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:18790 2002-10-19T01:30:31Z 2002-10-19T01:30:31Z that song. I AM crazy!!!!XD that is all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:18668 2002-10-17T20:56:27Z 2002-10-17T20:56:27Z Biffy songs OMG, I had a good day.<br /><br />First, I got my tights from Sandra today and was excited to no end. I have to wear the green ones tomorrow and make people have seizures. I should have my money being sent to you no later than next Friday and I was drawing the other night and made a photocopy for you too (sadly I have no imagination for original characters).<br />Then Jenny fondled me IN PUBLIC *woots* woo hoo we will so be having kinky lesbian sex this weekend!<br />And then I got home and watched Blood: The Last Vampire which I didn't realize I had seen before until I watched it. When my dad got home he told me to go look in the back of the car and guess what was there. MY FINISHED HALLOWEEN COSTUME yup yup!!!!<br /><br />smiles and love all around. I am wearing the pink hat tomorrow!<br /><br />tata urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:18376 2002-10-13T22:59:58Z 2002-10-13T22:59:58Z I would love for nothing more than to be alone right now<br />people are too noisy while I am here always whining and telling and blah blah shut upness.<br />I wish they would go away. I mean the only time they even bother to talk to me is when they insult me then they walk away and say nothing more to me.<br />curse my whiney cousins. there are 3 of them on dads side of the family and they always fight, gah!!!<br /><br />anyhoo, nobody's confirmed that they want notes so I suppose I'll give up on that idea.<br /><br />ta! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:18071 2002-10-13T22:33:08Z 2002-10-13T22:33:08Z all the family upstairs. hmm well I have eaten my turkey thinking all the while you were once alive (and so was I) LOSER!!<br /><br />woot woot~I am really liking this phrase<br /><br />I am in a bit of a rutt [sp?] but I will explain it all maybe another time.<br />so far the only fun day of the weekend was yesterday in which Jenny came to visit.<br /><br />I hate my judgemental family really hate them. I mean they don't have to look at me and assume that I'm fucked up or dressed up for halloween already. I know when Halloween is hello.<br /><br />Jenny I was thinking you could be a clow card? it would be individualistic *I realize this isn't a real word but one can always pretend (I know I seem to A LOT)*<br /><br />ta<br />*~Norm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:17723 2002-10-13T12:41:33Z 2002-10-13T12:41:33Z for some reason I love saying that.<br /><br />so wow Jenny and I certainly had our romantic evening she bit my neck and I saw her boob ^^; I'm sure this is of no interest to some people in fact I'm sure most people read these things and go 'god, does she ever shut up?' nope never do!<br /><br />hmmmm talking to myself thats a damn shame.<br /><br />I will write everbody notes I think this weekend. Who wants one?<br />-Jenny gets one no matter what<br />-Renee gets one no mater what<br />-Sarah gets one no matter what<br />-Lindsay, Amanda, Jo get one no matter what<br />anybody else want a wierd note from me? it will be all about gossip and boring things that normal people don't care about! hmmm what notes do I write that aren't like that?<br /><br />so yesh I love mindless babble as I'm sure you are all well aware of.<br /><br />Happy Turkey, have fun eatting your turkey and remember while you're eatting your turkey that he might have smiled before someone cut his head off!<br /><br />tata<br /><br />*Norm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:17453 2002-10-12T00:53:35Z 2002-10-12T00:53:35Z I went to freakydreams.com off of bored.com and I had them analyze a dream that I had a while ago. very creepy<br /><br />Your Dream: My best friend Jenny was pregnant but had not had sex with anybody. She wore a dress with small red flowers and was probably 8 months along. we were at the school in the gymnasium and then it ended<br /> <br />Words like Red: This is an indication of great passion and sensitivity in your emotional relationships.<br /> <br />Words like Flowers: Beauty. Happiness. Pleasure. Blossoming.<br /> <br />Words like Friend: Joy and consolation. Aspect of self ready for integration.<br /> <br />Words like School: Discipline. Instruction. You have the skills to resolve a problem.<br /> <br />see what I mean? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:17242 2002-10-11T21:54:49Z 2002-10-11T21:54:49Z whatevers on the tv in the other room~snore music! hmmm well the day started out like shit and I got mad at my english teacher. modivationally challaneged means no explanation.<br /><br />The end of the day knowing that I'll fail science again this year somehow doesn't bother me as much now as it did before. the chances of my passing now with a 36% are fairly low.<br /><br />I am however in a good enough mood that I can't lay down any insults to others or myself (with a few exceptions)<br /><br />I had a greek test and besides the nominative, dative, accusitive whatever and the history sections I think I did not too bad. I think Jenn did about the same. we shall all see Tuesday. <br /><br />Woo Hoo long weekend with turkey! Happy Turkey to you all!<br /><br />woo hoo this weekend is supposed to have a romantic evening with Jenny (or we could make out like ravenous monkies) In case people haven't noticed I've lost my mind. I got tips from Jenn and apparently if I play my cards right I'll get to see her boobies ^^; Great fun awaits me!<br />We (being Jenn and I) disscussed birthday plans, we are all dressing up as Robin Hood and his Merry Men singing the song in a restaurant and trying to make the waiter nervous by snuggling in a booth. We have intensions of shopping for guys in the UCM (Upper Canada Mall) in bright wierd clothes, we will count the number of numbers that we get. We disscussed movies too, which would be fun because we could bother the people in front and behind us. I as well as Jenn are very excited and we hope that all you other freaks are too! *note I mean freaks in a good way* we might be sleeping over at my house too because I have a king size bed, a twin and a pull out couch *dibs on sleeping with the birthday girls! this party is to be shared with Jenn and Sarah whose birthdays are 4 days apart the 4th and the 8th.<br /><br />I have the hiccups XD<br /><br />good day to you all *keep the smiles on and think about the party that awaits us!<br /><br />Norm or Caroline or whoever I may be today<br /><br />PS te he Jenny promised me tongue *gigglesnortgigglegiggle*^^ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:16566 2002-10-09T22:50:48Z 2002-10-09T22:50:48Z <a href="http://quizilla.com/users/azuremariposa/quizzes/What%20Is%20Your%20True%20Aura%20Colour%3F/"><img src="http://images.quizilla.com/1033783340_orangeaura.jpg" border="0" alt=""><br> <font size="-1">What Is Your True Aura Colour?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br /><br />this is somewhat true.<br /><br />I would like to thank Sandra before getting my tights, I AM trying to save up money to pay for them.<br /><br />Going to a concert with Renee woo hoo *note that was sung*<br /><br />tata urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:16359 2002-10-09T21:26:46Z 2002-10-09T21:26:46Z In my past life I was a murderer, who didn't see that coming? I still wish to kill a lot of people Jenny and I will have to get on that soon.<br /><br />I have a small gift for Jenny, tis a tiny thing with hidden secrets *note these secrets are by no means personal.<br /><br />I a hungry and waiting for Renee to call back about the Hoobastank concert.<br /><br />I wait in anticipation for tomorrow nights gay/straight alliance meeting. anybody want to give me a hide home from that, I would get my dad to but he has a hockey game to tape and he can't get me.<br /><br />ta urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:15778 2002-10-05T00:08:50Z 2002-10-05T00:08:50Z I wanna be yoyur Joey Ramone Thank god for all my friends!<br /><br />For the first time in months I may actually be happy, or close enough to be considered happy.<br /><br />I just realized this while I was leaving a comment for Lindsay, one that shows that I may actually have signs of a heart!<br /><br />I have made my toes bleed, ho hum.<br /><br />I have no clue what has come over me, I just felt like after all the helping that I TRY to do that I needed to atempt to cheer myself up and it worked (a bit). I am better than I have been any night lately, I don't feel overly tired or depressed and I have a semi-smile on my face.<br /><br />I had an ingenious plan that I knew would not fail, I asked a random person in the hall who they thought was prettier they said Jenny just like I KNEW they would. I proved my point!<br /><br />Now to go sing and dance crazily in the living room. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:15488 2002-10-04T01:59:31Z 2002-10-04T01:59:31Z I have just decided after feeling bad about everything that I try to do to boost peoples moral that I am not talking to them until they learn to be somewhat nice to themselves. Hopefully that day will come soon so that I can talk to you again soon. You are ALL pretty and nice and wonderful to be around and I love you all very much. I am trying very hard to get you people to realize this and maybe if I don't speak to you that it'll sink in, because I mean everything that I say.<br /><br />I have a plan, a newly thought up plan that I will carry out tomorrow with Jenn. I'm not telling or you won't do it and besides I can't talk to you directly until you are nice to yourself!!!!<br /><br />Hope to god this works otherwise I'll have lost a good friend (and now don't you wish you could say the same thing?)<br /><br />Finally good night! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:15238 2002-10-04T01:42:20Z 2002-10-04T01:42:20Z I suppose I should make an entry since I haven't in a while.....okay there it was<br /><br />good night urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:15063 2002-10-01T01:46:08Z 2002-10-01T01:46:08Z people piss me off, end of discussion.<br /><br />Jenn says I should be a shrink.....it'd never happen, I don't care all that much about other people (friends I do care about though) I could not listen to some stranger telling me their habits and issues when I do in fact have enough of my own and I like to help my friends. who gives a shit about the rest of the world. not I! peace will not come when there are people like me that are hated by people like Jessie Hawse and Natasha and their group of minions! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:baby_snake:14729 2002-09-29T17:47:09Z 2002-09-29T17:47:09Z I propose an idea. I will see you all Monday (I hope) and I will fill you in on this idea. Trust me because I'm a friend and if you can't trust me who the fuck can you trust?